That Widow

On Day 12 I was explaining to the service department at the dealership that they will now have to call or text me for everything. Of course they asked why and I had to tell them because he died and they said well that happened really suddenly you were in here not too long ago. I had to explain that cancer doesn’t care. Equal opportunity life stealer.

I felt kind of accomplished today. I made some phone calls and looked some things up in regards to his life insurance policies, numerous, that he had. I still have so much more to do with the banks, cars, and house but at least I got started.

I made a comparison picture between him and our youngest around the same age and they are identical! It makes me happy and sad at the same time. I wish he was here to have laughed along. Although this morning, before my bike ride, when I opened my pandora what normally plays is pop, rap, rock, just something to get you moving. Today though Garth Brooks To make you feel my love came on. I smiled and cried. He gave me a sign, even with as angry as I am with him and after complaining that he gave everyone else signs before me, he still did something.

Today, day 12, I was sad but it wasn’t the worst.