That Widow

Day 28 God laughed when he gave me 6 boys and a dead husband.

Boys 2 and 3 are on the same football team and man was it a hard hour long practice tonight. I wanted to scream and cry and just beg my husband for help but none of that can happen. I have to keep myself together so people don’t stare more than they already do. My children need to see me being able to handle the hard as well as the good. Not every day is going to be easy, I get that, but come on! I know in my heart it was never supposed to be this way.

Day 28 and I kept it together despite it all.