That Widow

Day 31 and todays thought is who am I if I’m not his wife and the mother to our children? Who am I as just me?

For over 12 years I’ve always been associated with him. When there was me there was him or vice versa. The kids came along and it even more solidified my position in our family, our unit. Now it’s just me and my kids and I’m not really sure where I fit in.

Day 31 and I’m 35 years old and trying to find myself again.