That Widow

Day 47 and it was full of football.

All 3 older boys played at the same time…again. That makes at least 4 out of the 5 games they will do that. Ugh! So hard when it’s just me and he can’t be at one while I’m at the other and then switch. We just make do I guess.

My father-in-law came to “help” and it was really just me doing it all while he kind of stood there lol have to love men. There is no anticipation of needs, it’s just either they’re told or it doesn’t happen. Oh well, at least there was adult company I suppose.

His family is heading out on a trip this week and while I was invited I’m just not ready yet. I’m not ready to travel without him or go on those big experiences without him. I know it’ll happen at some point because my life does continue but it’s just not right now.

Day 47 and we had football…lots of football…at the same time.