That Widow

Day 72 and belt sobbing Britney Spears “Baby one more time” in the school pick up line.

We get the new van today so I was clearing the garage so I can park in it again, this will be so nice and helpful with winter coming, and cleaning out the current van. I was talking to my husband about struggling with this decision still and holding onto the memories I have with our van now. So, I get the 4 youngest boys loaded to go get the older 2 from school. Side note; my husband loves Britney Spears lol went to her concert and everything with a guy friend in high school. Anyway, I’m talking to him and about how it has to be the best decision for us and it’ll be ok, it has to be. I start the van and Britney Spears Baby one more time is on. The song says

“I must confess, that my loneliness is killing me now

Don’t you know I still believe

That you will be here

Just give me a sign

I must confess, that my loneliness is killing me now

Don’t you know I still believe

That you will be here

Just give me a sign”

SOBBING while singing at the top of my lungs! I guess that’s my sign that this van is a good choice and he supports it.

Day 72 and who knew I would take comfort from a January 12, 1999 mega hit.