That Widow

Day 74 and it was a tough wedding.

Today I went to my first wedding since my husband died. It was tough. I cried. I left right after the ceremony. I showed up.

It was for a friend of my husband and I and it was beautiful. They had a picture of my husband on the memorial table and I thought that was just so sweet. I struggled with going all day though. I knew it was going to hurt but I didn’t want to let our friends down. I know they would understand but it had to happen at some point is the way I look at it. That didn’t make it easier though.

After that the kids and I came home to watch football and baseball. They wanted to relax and hang out so that’s what we did. No football tomorrow so they’re kind of happy to have a weekend off.

Day 74 and I lost my forever wedding date…2 months ago.