That Widow

Day 90 and it’s been 13 weeks, 91 days, 2184 hours…it all just keeps adding up.

I keep thinking of the time that’s passing and that’s exactly what it’s doing…passing. I’m still here with my 6 boys doing all of the things and he’s still gone, living in the ground as number 2 says. I don’t know if it will ever get not “weird”. I’m still always waiting for him even though I know that makes no sense because obviously he’ll never be here again, but still, I wait.

Day 90 and while I wait I get my workouts in because at least one of us has to keep moving.