That Widow

Day 96 and really with the time changes???

I forgot about the time change until I saw an article yesterday and I was like FML. I hate the fall back BS that comes with this time of year. Much like yesterday I was thinking about when I used to go out. The fall back was an amazing time when you’re living it up at the bar because you get a whole extra hour to party! Now, my kids are up at 5 instead of 6 and that really puts a wrench in my workout routine. I still get it done but it makes it harder when I’m constantly asking what the 1 and 3 year olds are getting into. Personal opinion, 3 year olds are the worst! I’m sure I’ll come in contact with other challenging ages but every time one of the boys is 3 it’s a hard year. Learning those boundaries but lacking the maturity whowee is it a tough year of learning. Anyway, the time change is hard and makes the days feel like they’re never going to end. Blah

Just to get this out there, I’ve been sober, personal choice, for over 5 years now. When I was younger you betcha I was a party animal. I was living my best life without a care in the world and would go out most nights, maybe sleep, and then go to my serving job sometimes still drunk. What a time lol After having kids though it was like I would drink a couple of beers and I would get a headache. Let’s just talk about the new circle of hell with trying to parent with a hangover, that’s a hard pass. After we had our second son I was like yep, I’m not drinking anymore it’s just not worth it. I mean who wants a headache after having a beer or glass of wine? Not this lady, that’s who. So I just decided to not drink and I don’t miss it. To each their own but I don’t miss a single thing about drinking.

Day 96 and you’re learning so much about me lol