That Widow

Day 99 and he made it!

Sigh of relief, he made it through the school day. I gave #2 his first dose of medicine this morning and I was so worried about him. I let his IS and classroom teacher know so they could let me know of any problems. They let me know that he had a great day! He was way more engaged and stayed on task. He did get tired towards the end but he still likes to take naps most days so that’s not surprising. I’m just glad he had a better day.

I didn’t sleep very well because I was questioning myself and the medicine. I know it seems silly but when I’ve had my husband to discuss everything with since the boys were born and now my partner in parenting isn’t here, it’s hard. I always made the final decisions when it comes to the kids but we always talked about everything and weighed our options. Now it’s just me wondering if I’m going to screw up our kids. It’s a lot.

Day 99 and for today it was good.