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Day 70
Day 70 and we got football done with a baby on my hip. You know I’m just over here trying to make all of the things work. I had rsvp’d to a wedding over a month ago and asked my mom to sit with 4 of the boys, I would take the other 2, she…
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Day 69
Day 69 and it’s been 10 weeks, 70 days, 1680 hours since he’s been gone. I’ve been thinking about our marriage a lot lately. Our whole relationship really. There were obvious bad parts, obvious struggles. Some I’ve explained here and how they changed who I am as a person. Will I ever be quick to…
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Day 68
Day 68 and it’s another football packed day. It was the last game of the regular season today so now we wait a couple of weeks to play in the playoffs/championship games. Both teams are actually really good so we’ll have to see how it shakes out. My in laws have changed churches until our…
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Day 67
Day 67 and I went to another cemetery. I got up and got my ride in on the Peloton and then got the boys breakfast. I had some errands I wanted to run and I had to go see my dad. I try to make it to my dad’s cemetery at least 5 to 6…
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Day 65
Day 65 and number 4 broke his arm and it’s my grandparents 60th wedding anniversary…yay (read sarcasm). Boy 4 is a Frank the Tank, he is built like a linebacker and does some crazy things. You would think he would have broken something sooner than his current 3 years of life. He tripped and fell…
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Day 64
Day 64 and I wish every decision wasn’t such an internal battle. The new van has arrived and the dealership is ready for me to come look at it and get a price for my current van. I am having this new van custom to what I want. It has everything I want. I am…
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Day 63
Day 63 and I’m struggling with him being free and happy and me being the head of the ship being tossed around the waves. As children were taught heaven is this amazing place where everything is happy and perfect. The person who goes to heaven is made perfect, they have no worries, they’re the happiest…
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Day 62
Day 62 and it’s been 9 weeks, 63 days, 1512 hours since he’s been gone. All 6 are still sick but the school called for me to pick up number 2 because he wouldn’t stop coughing. First let me say I totally get it. No one wants a sick kid in their class however, kids…
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Day 61
Day 61 and we took the day off for the kids to be sick, watch football, and eat pizza. All of the kids are sick still and not seeming to get better yet. I know viruses take forever but the kids are just worn out from them. I decided against them playing football today and…
That Widow 