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Day 9
Today, day 9, was preschool open house for boys 3 and 4. It was also the night that I saw 2 of the women that my husband had an affair with. One of them being the one I banned from his viewing and funeral. It should never have been this way and I know he…
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Day 8
Day 8 you sneaky little bia you. I got the 4 older boys’ school supplies and book bags ready for their open houses this week and next. That was something he should have been here for. He would watch the kids so I could get the job done. It was more chaotic this time around…
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Day 7
Day 7 I completed school paperwork for the new year and on the custody agreement page it asks who the student lives with. I’m looking over the options and it says Mom and then a little lower it says the other parent is deceased so that was a first time checking that box off. I…
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Day 6
Day 6 I was in tears as I explained to the refrigerator delivery men that my husband had just died and I didn’t know I had to unhook the water line and shut the water off. I don’t even know how to do that! While they were kind enough to help me with that part…
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Day 5
It’s been 5 days and I’m screaming in the closet at my dead husband for leaving me and not considering how that would change me when he made that choice. Some might think that’s unhealthy but for me, who else am I supposed to yell at? The days are ok it’s that 4pm and on…
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Where it Started
We met, officially, February 26, 2010. It was my birthday and my mom wanted to introduce me to someone. He was out plowing the roads because of a snow storm. He met us at the Crown sports bar where we continued to drink and dance the night away. He would later tell me that he…
That Widow 