Tag: 1 widow
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Day 80
Day 80 and I’m trying to set boundaries. His family asked if I wanted to go on a Christmas train ride with my boys. To most this sounds cute and like a good time, to me that sounds like hell trapped in a train car with 6 boys by myself. Yes, they would be there,…
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Day 77
Day 77 and just when I think I’m growing into being an adult. Had to call probate court again, I asked where to find the paperwork to fill out. She laughed at me and said I told you yesterday to find a lawyer. I told her to go fuck herself because I know it’s paperwork…
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Day 75
Day 75 and we ran some errands and now ALL of the sports to watch. Fall is by far my favorite season. Not only is the weather my cup of tea but all of the sports converge at one time. Today we have football, baseball, nascar (debatable to who thinks it’s an actual sport), and…
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Day 74
Day 74 and it was a tough wedding. Today I went to my first wedding since my husband died. It was tough. I cried. I left right after the ceremony. I showed up. It was for a friend of my husband and I and it was beautiful. They had a picture of my husband on…
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Day 73
Day 73 and a little bit about me So I’ve talked about my joints previously and how they typically hurt. Losing so much weight has DEFINITELY helped but doesn’t take it away. I have always had back pain, they found scoliosis when I went for my freshman year physical in high school, and I also…
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Day 72
Day 72 and belt sobbing Britney Spears “Baby one more time” in the school pick up line. We get the new van today so I was clearing the garage so I can park in it again, this will be so nice and helpful with winter coming, and cleaning out the current van. I was talking…