Tag: begging

• Day 79

  Day 79 and I wonder what he thought my life would be like. As I sat on the floor eating a quick dinner and trying to read a couple of pages from a book while the boys played in the other room I questioned my husband. Clearly didn’t get an answer but it won’t stop…

  That Widow

  November 1, 2022

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  1 widow, 6 boys, alone, begging, crying, grief, hurts, just me, lots of feelings, not supposed to be this way, thatwidow, why

• Day 27

  Day 27 and I got 3 of them to their football meet and greet on time and presentable. It was a win. I questioned today if I pushed him too hard? If I expected too much out of him? If I could have done something different? If I could have pushed to have him seen…

  That Widow

  September 10, 2022

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  1 widow, 6 boys, begging, grief, kids, lots of feelings, suffering, thatwidow, why