Tag: closet time
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Day 51
Day 51 and welcome to my Ted talk on trauma and being the best friend I can be. My best friend got divorced last week and her ex husband is on vacation this week with a new girl and they’re wearing wedding bands. She’s crushed and automatically starts on the “what is wrong with me”…
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Day 43
Day 43 and I’m back to clearing out my stuff. Seriously 20 pairs of jeans this round of all different sizes that I’m posting to get rid of. So much stuff. It doesn’t fit so instead of keeping it I’m getting rid of it. I donated 5 huge bags of clothes last week and I’m…
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Day 42
Day 42 and I just want to lay in our closet and not get up. I finally put away his clothes that had been sitting in the chair by our closet. I had folded them and brought them up to our room but I refused to put them away for him. I intentionally did it…
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Day 21
Day 21, 3 weeks, 504 hours without him. Today I made it through the first procedure for boy #3 all by myself. Not a huge procedure, an ABR, but still the first without him. The bank that holds our mortgage officially contacted me about taking the loan over in my name. The deed has us…
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Day 5
It’s been 5 days and I’m screaming in the closet at my dead husband for leaving me and not considering how that would change me when he made that choice. Some might think that’s unhealthy but for me, who else am I supposed to yell at? The days are ok it’s that 4pm and on…
That Widow 