Tag: comparison
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Day 148
Day 148 and spontaneity is the spice of life. One huge difference between my husband and I is that he does not have a single spontaneous bone in his body. His brain cannot fathom just doing something at the drop of a hat. Me, on the other hand, can just decide to do something and…
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Day 145
Day 145 and I just don’t get it. I’m a part of a Facebook group for the YouTube videos that I do. This group is made up of others who are working out as well, at least they should be. Here recently it has been an influx of people saying they want to workout but…
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Day 117
Day 117 and it’s almost a fear but it’s strange. Since losing weight it has been weird to be in my body. I previously said I have always been tall and, I don’t want to say skinny because it wasn’t typical skinny but just naturally thinner. The point is I didn’t have to work for…
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Day 106
Day 106 and things you notice when you lose weight? So it’s getting cold out. It’s really cold out when I have to wait in a wind tunnel for boys 3 and 4 at preschool pick up. The big difference this year is I’m over 80 pounds lighter than previous years. I’ve always been tall…
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Day 65
Day 65 and number 4 broke his arm and it’s my grandparents 60th wedding anniversary…yay (read sarcasm). Boy 4 is a Frank the Tank, he is built like a linebacker and does some crazy things. You would think he would have broken something sooner than his current 3 years of life. He tripped and fell…
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Day 54
Day 54 and the baby has a black eye now. We had 2 football games, at the same time again bleh, and both teams won woohoo. I got to see my brother though and I love when we get to hang out. He let his kids go play on the playground and he wasn’t with…
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Day 48
Day 48 and it’s been 1,176 hours without you, without my partner, without the father to my babies. Today it feels like you’ve been gone forever but I’m still stuck in the same grief. I look at our kids and what they’re doing and I’m so sad that he’s missing everything. I know he’s still…
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Day 36
Day 36 and I got the video from his service. It’s beautiful, breathtaking, amazing, and heartbreaking. Those days and time leading up to it were such a blur or activity. Just trying to keep everything and everyone together but also trying to wrap my head around him being gone. Making sure my kids were ok…
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Day 12
On Day 12 I was explaining to the service department at the dealership that they will now have to call or text me for everything. Of course they asked why and I had to tell them because he died and they said well that happened really suddenly you were in here not too long ago.…
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