Tag: first month

• Day 33

  Day 33 and it’s been a little rough. Last night was by far the hardest night I’ve had since he died. I just could not get myself together. I stood in the shower sobbing and my 2nd and 3rd son were asking if I was sad. It was just a bad night. Tonight I’m working…

  That Widow

  September 16, 2022

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  1 widow, 6 boys, alone, can’t breathe, crying, crying in the shower, first month, grief, hurts, just sad, lots of feelings, miss him, not supposed to be this way, realizations, suffering, thatwidow, time

• Day 30

  Day 30 and I have survived 1 month without him, 720 hours. My kids survived a month, 720 hours, without their dad. We survived, and I hate it. I hate that we have ever been put in this position to survive. Why did I start this blog? It’s a place for me to get my…

  That Widow

  September 13, 2022

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  1 widow, 6 boys, affairs, first month, grief, hurts, kids, lots of feelings, not supposed to be this way, realizations, selfish, surviving, thatwidow, time, why