Tag: holidays

• Day 133

  Day 133 and I ate some emotions. Man o man have I ate some emotions today. I fully accept that I did it. I take ownership that my feelings were overwhelming. I did my workout this morning but I also ate lots of homemade cookies and icing. I enjoyed the sweets and acknowledged that while…

  That Widow

  December 25, 2022

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  1 widow, 6 boys, all for them, can’t breathe, Christmas, consistency, existing, grief, holidays, hurts, just me, just sad, kids, lots of feelings, miss him, not supposed to be this way, some day maybe for me, surviving, thatwidow, weight loss

• Day 131

  Day 131 and whowee she got me in the feels. One of my husband’s sisters came over with my 4 nieces and nephew to exchange Christmas gifts. The kids do a gift exchange from each other and they have so much fun picking things out and they love to see the others face when they…

  That Widow

  December 23, 2022

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  1 widow, 6 boys, Christmas, crying, gift exchange, gift of time, holidays, kids, lots of feelings, miss him, she got me, stand in godparent, surviving, thatwidow

• Day 114

  Day 114 and I’m not big on turkey. It’s thanksgiving and I’m thankful for my kids. They keep me going, they keep me waking up for tomorrow. Today’s surprise was a cake that had a scene of 8 dinosaurs eating thanksgiving dinner at a table. I told them to sign it from their dad and…

  That Widow

  December 6, 2022

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  -ish, 1 widow, 6 boys, condo, holidays, hurts, kids, lots of feelings, miss him, not supposed to be this way, Santa, surviving, thatwidow, Turkey

• Day 113

  Day 113 and we got the errands done. Today we did some running around. We went and picked up the surprise from our favorite bakery for tomorrow. We didn’t do much of anything after going and get the errands done which only took a couple of hours. We stayed at home and I got my…

  That Widow

  December 5, 2022

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  1 widow, 6 boys, errands, exercise, grief, holidays, hurts, kids, miss him, not supposed to be this way, surviving, that sucks, thatwidow, time, tomorrow