Tag: kids
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Day 43
Day 43 and I’m back to clearing out my stuff. Seriously 20 pairs of jeans this round of all different sizes that I’m posting to get rid of. So much stuff. It doesn’t fit so instead of keeping it I’m getting rid of it. I donated 5 huge bags of clothes last week and I’m…
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Day 40
Day 40 and we had our first football games. They had to play at the same time as they changed the schedule so I sat between the 2 fields so I could watch some of both. It’s not like I had my husband to switch out with midway through so we could each take a…
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Day 37
Day 37 and I’m wondering when you die and go to heaven if you get to meet the famous people who have died or if it’s still separated? Random I know but things I wonder about lol I got the pictures today from the funeral and was just crying while looking at them. They’re beautiful.…
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Day 36
Day 36 and I got the video from his service. It’s beautiful, breathtaking, amazing, and heartbreaking. Those days and time leading up to it were such a blur or activity. Just trying to keep everything and everyone together but also trying to wrap my head around him being gone. Making sure my kids were ok…
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Day 35
Day 35 and we had 2 practices around the same time so each had to miss half. It would have happened the exact same way even if my husband was alive. He would have said he wasn’t driving 2 cars for practices that were right down the street from each other because the other coach…
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Day 31
Day 31 and todays thought is who am I if I’m not his wife and the mother to our children? Who am I as just me? For over 12 years I’ve always been associated with him. When there was me there was him or vice versa. The kids came along and it even more solidified…
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Day 30
Day 30 and I have survived 1 month without him, 720 hours. My kids survived a month, 720 hours, without their dad. We survived, and I hate it. I hate that we have ever been put in this position to survive. Why did I start this blog? It’s a place for me to get my…
That Widow 