Tag: leave me alone
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Day 125
Day 125 and can we just not? Thanks. Can we normalize older people not asking questions about your appearance? It’s not so much the appearance but how they’re asking a rude question but making it seem like they care. For example; “have you been getting enough sleep?…because you have bags under your eyes.” “Ave you…
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Day 55
Day 55 and it’s been 8 weeks, 56 days, 1344 hours without him. It hasn’t gotten easier. I keep repeating that it has to get easier it has to…so far it hasn’t. It’s not hard taking care of the boys, mentally exhausting? Yes, but not hard. It’s hard being without him. It’s hard knowing that…
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Day 40
Day 40 and we had our first football games. They had to play at the same time as they changed the schedule so I sat between the 2 fields so I could watch some of both. It’s not like I had my husband to switch out with midway through so we could each take a…
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Day 39
Day 39 and I just don’t know…anything. My father-in-law is pushing me for many different things all at once like they’re no big deal. I’m sure to him they aren’t or they’re just things on a checklist to him. To me it means digging through my husband’s things or forcing myself to make decisions that…
That Widow 