Tag: lives in the ground

• Day 118

  Day 118 and I’m going to do it. I made a list of places that I either need to call or go to so that I can get some things handled. I’m terrible when it comes to talking to people, especially a business. I’m just not motivated to speak to others. It’s exhausting navigating social…

  That Widow

  December 10, 2022

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  1 widow, 6 boys, accounts, all the chores, beneficiaries, cemetery, condo, decisions, grief, headstone, hurts, just sad, kids, lives in the ground, lots of feelings, miss him, not supposed to be this way, surviving, thatwidow, time

• Day 44

  Day 44 and I was gutted a few times today. I know it sounds like I’m just whining my way through this and I guess unless you’ve “been here” you don’t get it, and that’s the whole fucking point. I’m here, doing this, typing all of this, for me, for others, for when life fucking…

  That Widow

  September 27, 2022

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  1 widow, 6 boys, comparison, crying, fuck off, grief, hurts, it all died, Jack and Rose, just sad, kids, lives in the ground, lots of feelings, miss him, not supposed to be this way, thatwidow, would have made room

• Day 17

  Day 17 I felt terrible because I couldn’t walk our kindergartner into his first day of school. I had to many others in the van to be able to leave them to take him. He still ended up having a great day but it was hurtful to me. Going through clothes tonight to try and…

  That Widow

  August 31, 2022

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  1 widow, 6 boys, kids, lives in the ground, new school year, realizations, teachers, thatwidow