Tag: lots of feelings
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Day 153
Day 153 and it’s true. I was reading a book and it wasn’t about death or dying or anything but there was a line that said grief is the price you pay for love. Wow, that hit hard. It’s the truth though. Even if someone doesn’t die but you get divorced or you broke up,…
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Day 150
Day 150 and it was a rough day. For whatever reason I was incredibly sad today. All day I’ve just been off. I can chalk it up to not sleeping enough, baby is going through a sleep regression then he had surgery and he’s teething (read:he’s awake every hour anywhere from whimpering to fully awake),…
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Day 149
Day 149 and it’s the picture before and after. I was looking for a screenshot on my phone if the workout challenge I’m in for the month so I’m scrolling through and after I found what I needed and moved on, it hit me. There are so many pictures of me with my boys. Never…
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Day 147
Day 147 and I still find myself apologizing. I find that I’m still apologizing to my kids for them not having their dad. A lot of the time it’s in my mind but it’s still happening. I know I shouldn’t feel the burden of fault because I didn’t do anything but I think it’s just…
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Day 146
Day 146 and another learning curve. Report cards came out for the boys and they all got honor roll! I mean I don’t know how you get honor roll as opposed to not in preschool but they all got it. Super proud of all of them and glad to see that they’re adjusted and making…
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Day 141
Day 141 and the lord has nothing on my rings. I think I’m at the point that I have to get my rings resized. When we first got engaged I wore my ring ALL the time, as I’m sure most do, but then learned that wasn’t the best idea for the integrity of my ring.…
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Day 139
Day 139 and have you ever heard a picture talk? Obviously the picture isn’t talking, I haven’t lost my mind…yet lol, but can you look at a picture and distinctly know what the person is saying in that picture and how it sounds? I do it all of the time. I was looking at my…
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Day 136
Day 136 and I said no because word choice matters. My husband proposed 7 years ago on Christmas. We had come home from a family gathering at his parents and I was in the kitchen doing dishes. My son came in and said “here, momma!” and gave me a ring box and walked away. I…
That Widow 