Tag: miss him
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Day 139
Day 139 and have you ever heard a picture talk? Obviously the picture isn’t talking, I haven’t lost my mind…yet lol, but can you look at a picture and distinctly know what the person is saying in that picture and how it sounds? I do it all of the time. I was looking at my…
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Day 136
Day 136 and I said no because word choice matters. My husband proposed 7 years ago on Christmas. We had come home from a family gathering at his parents and I was in the kitchen doing dishes. My son came in and said “here, momma!” and gave me a ring box and walked away. I…
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Day 134
Day 134 and taking deep breaths. I don’t understand how others around me can just ignore that he died. I don’t understand how they expect myself and my kids to just move on and continue like it never happened or that it happened awhile ago. Even if it did happen years ago that doesn’t take…
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Day 133
Day 133 and I ate some emotions. Man o man have I ate some emotions today. I fully accept that I did it. I take ownership that my feelings were overwhelming. I did my workout this morning but I also ate lots of homemade cookies and icing. I enjoyed the sweets and acknowledged that while…
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Day 130
Day 130 and I made another check off the to-do list. Since my husband died one of my priorities was getting his car in the garage since it’s not being driven all of the time. I got my van in as it was my “spot” but he always parked on the street. Well, the neighbors…
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Day 129
Day 129 and that opened a whole can of worms. My sister-in-law was asking about Christmas and if we were coming, short answer no. She then asked if it was because I didn’t want to be around extended family or my mother-in-law because she would be weepy. I said it’s that and so much more.…
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Day 127
Say 127 and I do this every year. I started wrapping presents and separating them by family according to the paper they’re wrapped in. It makes it easier to keep track of who gets what. I also wrap each boy in their own wrapping paper so I know when they’re opening their presents who gets…
That Widow 