Tag: miss him
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Day 124
Day 124 and it was concert night. Tonight the oldest had his choir concert for Christmas. He did so great! He loves to sing and while he may not enjoy the bright lights and all of the people he does it so he can sing. It makes me happy that HE put himself in an…
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Day 123
Day 123 and I didn’t even want to make them. My mother-in-law has refused to open the Christmas cards I made this year. She needs to prepare herself. What? As if it was easy for me to make them? I wanted ti say fuck it as I cried looking at the pictures. While I had…
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Day 122
Day 122 and I got a leaderboard shoutout!!! So if you ride Peloton have you ever had your name shouted out by one of the instructors? I did today and it was amazing!!! Just riding along on my bike to nowhere and he said my name…I was like ummm did he just say my name?…
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Day 121
Day 121 and I guess I just never really paid attention. I went to target today and I headed back to their Christmas workshop area. Every year we would all go and look at all of the fun Christmas candy/junk food. We would inevitably buy a crap ton of it and then get more of…
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Day 119
Day 119 and it’s the time has come Today I went in for my appointment to start the process of getting the headstone made. It’s a joint headstone so THAT’S creepy. Let’s start from the beginning. I go in and the man was soooo extremely nice, which was a plus, but the showroom was blah…
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Day 118
Day 118 and I’m going to do it. I made a list of places that I either need to call or go to so that I can get some things handled. I’m terrible when it comes to talking to people, especially a business. I’m just not motivated to speak to others. It’s exhausting navigating social…
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Day 114
Day 114 and I’m not big on turkey. It’s thanksgiving and I’m thankful for my kids. They keep me going, they keep me waking up for tomorrow. Today’s surprise was a cake that had a scene of 8 dinosaurs eating thanksgiving dinner at a table. I told them to sign it from their dad and…
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Day 113
Day 113 and we got the errands done. Today we did some running around. We went and picked up the surprise from our favorite bakery for tomorrow. We didn’t do much of anything after going and get the errands done which only took a couple of hours. We stayed at home and I got my…
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Day 112
Day 112 and it’s the last day of school for the week. The oldest keeps asking if I’m happy for this thing or that thing and it’s hard to explain that no, I’m not really happy. I’m just pushing through each day and trying my best for them. If they’re happy that’s what matters to…
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Day 109
Day 109 and he was calling for his dad The oldest is now sick with strep too. He was up sleep walking, sleep talking, crying, and yelling out for his dad last night. This happens every time he’s sick but since he had his tonsils out 3 years ago he stopped doing it. He hasn’t…
That Widow 