Tag: not supposed to be this way
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Day 153
Day 153 and it’s true. I was reading a book and it wasn’t about death or dying or anything but there was a line that said grief is the price you pay for love. Wow, that hit hard. It’s the truth though. Even if someone doesn’t die but you get divorced or you broke up,…
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Day 149
Day 149 and it’s the picture before and after. I was looking for a screenshot on my phone if the workout challenge I’m in for the month so I’m scrolling through and after I found what I needed and moved on, it hit me. There are so many pictures of me with my boys. Never…
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Day 146
Day 146 and another learning curve. Report cards came out for the boys and they all got honor roll! I mean I don’t know how you get honor roll as opposed to not in preschool but they all got it. Super proud of all of them and glad to see that they’re adjusted and making…
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Day 139
Day 139 and have you ever heard a picture talk? Obviously the picture isn’t talking, I haven’t lost my mind…yet lol, but can you look at a picture and distinctly know what the person is saying in that picture and how it sounds? I do it all of the time. I was looking at my…
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Day 136
Day 136 and I said no because word choice matters. My husband proposed 7 years ago on Christmas. We had come home from a family gathering at his parents and I was in the kitchen doing dishes. My son came in and said “here, momma!” and gave me a ring box and walked away. I…
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Day 133
Day 133 and I ate some emotions. Man o man have I ate some emotions today. I fully accept that I did it. I take ownership that my feelings were overwhelming. I did my workout this morning but I also ate lots of homemade cookies and icing. I enjoyed the sweets and acknowledged that while…
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Day 129
Day 129 and that opened a whole can of worms. My sister-in-law was asking about Christmas and if we were coming, short answer no. She then asked if it was because I didn’t want to be around extended family or my mother-in-law because she would be weepy. I said it’s that and so much more.…
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Day 123
Day 123 and I didn’t even want to make them. My mother-in-law has refused to open the Christmas cards I made this year. She needs to prepare herself. What? As if it was easy for me to make them? I wanted ti say fuck it as I cried looking at the pictures. While I had…
That Widow 