Tag: same ending

• Day 48

  Day 48 and it’s been 1,176 hours without you, without my partner, without the father to my babies. Today it feels like you’ve been gone forever but I’m still stuck in the same grief. I look at our kids and what they’re doing and I’m so sad that he’s missing everything. I know he’s still…

  That Widow

  October 1, 2022

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  1 widow, 6 boys, alone, comparison, fuck it, grief, human experience, hurts, lots of feelings, miss him, regrets, same ending, so many questions, suffering, surviving, thatwidow, why

• Day 35

  Day 35 and we had 2 practices around the same time so each had to miss half. It would have happened the exact same way even if my husband was alive. He would have said he wasn’t driving 2 cars for practices that were right down the street from each other because the other coach…

  That Widow

  September 18, 2022

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  1 widow, 6 boys, bronze them, buried him in them, cemetery, flag football, football, headstone, kids, lots of feelings, married him in them, miss him, pick up and go, same ending, suffering, surviving, thatwidow, wedding and funeral shoes

• Day 32

  Day 32, ahhh college football season is upon us. Just another reminder he’s gone. Typically he would be working at the university for the game and doing special duty. He loved this season. He hated last year when he wasn’t able to work because of his cancer treatments and then preparing for his big surgery.…

  That Widow

  September 15, 2022

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  1 widow, 6 boys, alone, crying, football, fuck off, grief, hurts, just sad, kids, lots of feelings, miss him, not supposed to be this way, pointless, same ending, suffering, thatwidow, time, why