Tag: surviving
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Day 133
Day 133 and I ate some emotions. Man o man have I ate some emotions today. I fully accept that I did it. I take ownership that my feelings were overwhelming. I did my workout this morning but I also ate lots of homemade cookies and icing. I enjoyed the sweets and acknowledged that while…
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Day 128
Day 128 and it’s a learning experience. I’ve found that people tend to walk on egg shells around me as in they try to censor their conversations. It started when my everyone but me knew my husband was cheating on me and then got progressively worse over the years when he was diagnosed with cancer…
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Day 125
Day 125 and can we just not? Thanks. Can we normalize older people not asking questions about your appearance? It’s not so much the appearance but how they’re asking a rude question but making it seem like they care. For example; “have you been getting enough sleep?…because you have bags under your eyes.” “Ave you…
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Day 123
Day 123 and I didn’t even want to make them. My mother-in-law has refused to open the Christmas cards I made this year. She needs to prepare herself. What? As if it was easy for me to make them? I wanted ti say fuck it as I cried looking at the pictures. While I had…
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Day 122
Day 122 and I got a leaderboard shoutout!!! So if you ride Peloton have you ever had your name shouted out by one of the instructors? I did today and it was amazing!!! Just riding along on my bike to nowhere and he said my name…I was like ummm did he just say my name?…
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Day 121
Day 121 and I guess I just never really paid attention. I went to target today and I headed back to their Christmas workshop area. Every year we would all go and look at all of the fun Christmas candy/junk food. We would inevitably buy a crap ton of it and then get more of…
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Day 118
Day 118 and I’m going to do it. I made a list of places that I either need to call or go to so that I can get some things handled. I’m terrible when it comes to talking to people, especially a business. I’m just not motivated to speak to others. It’s exhausting navigating social…
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Day 114
Day 114 and I’m not big on turkey. It’s thanksgiving and I’m thankful for my kids. They keep me going, they keep me waking up for tomorrow. Today’s surprise was a cake that had a scene of 8 dinosaurs eating thanksgiving dinner at a table. I told them to sign it from their dad and…
That Widow 