Tag: thatwidow
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Day 40
Day 40 and we had our first football games. They had to play at the same time as they changed the schedule so I sat between the 2 fields so I could watch some of both. It’s not like I had my husband to switch out with midway through so we could each take a…
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Day 39
Day 39 and I just don’t know…anything. My father-in-law is pushing me for many different things all at once like they’re no big deal. I’m sure to him they aren’t or they’re just things on a checklist to him. To me it means digging through my husband’s things or forcing myself to make decisions that…
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Day 37
Day 37 and I’m wondering when you die and go to heaven if you get to meet the famous people who have died or if it’s still separated? Random I know but things I wonder about lol I got the pictures today from the funeral and was just crying while looking at them. They’re beautiful.…
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Day 36
Day 36 and I got the video from his service. It’s beautiful, breathtaking, amazing, and heartbreaking. Those days and time leading up to it were such a blur or activity. Just trying to keep everything and everyone together but also trying to wrap my head around him being gone. Making sure my kids were ok…
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Day 35
Day 35 and we had 2 practices around the same time so each had to miss half. It would have happened the exact same way even if my husband was alive. He would have said he wasn’t driving 2 cars for practices that were right down the street from each other because the other coach…
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Day 34
Day 34 and I’m constantly thinking about running away somewhere just to get away. Running away sounds bad so more like a vacation but one where you just pack up and go. Guess what you can’t do with 6 kids with 4 of them in school? Just pack up and go. I would say I’ve…
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Day 31
Day 31 and todays thought is who am I if I’m not his wife and the mother to our children? Who am I as just me? For over 12 years I’ve always been associated with him. When there was me there was him or vice versa. The kids came along and it even more solidified…
That Widow 