Tag: thatwidow
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Day 120
Day 120 and Christmas clutter stresses me out. Every year I get so overwhelmed by all of the Christmas clutter my husband was the same way. We were not the biggest fans. It’s not the tree but the boxes, the wrapping paper, everyone wanting to “drop something small off”, the cards, and all the other…
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Day 119
Day 119 and it’s the time has come Today I went in for my appointment to start the process of getting the headstone made. It’s a joint headstone so THAT’S creepy. Let’s start from the beginning. I go in and the man was soooo extremely nice, which was a plus, but the showroom was blah…
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Day 118
Day 118 and I’m going to do it. I made a list of places that I either need to call or go to so that I can get some things handled. I’m terrible when it comes to talking to people, especially a business. I’m just not motivated to speak to others. It’s exhausting navigating social…
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Day 117
Day 117 and it’s almost a fear but it’s strange. Since losing weight it has been weird to be in my body. I previously said I have always been tall and, I don’t want to say skinny because it wasn’t typical skinny but just naturally thinner. The point is I didn’t have to work for…
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Day 116
Day 116 and I love that feeling. I love when I wake up and there is that tightness and twinge of pain from working out. I know that sounds crazy but it tells me I still have work I can do! It’s like a personal reminder that I can still find a new way to…
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Day 115
Day 115 and guess who’s back, back again. They’re all sick, including the baby baby. While it makes for a less lively house, which can be appreciated at times, it makes me sad when they all feel like junk and I can’t make it better. The flu and strep are running rampant through our town…
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Day 114
Day 114 and I’m not big on turkey. It’s thanksgiving and I’m thankful for my kids. They keep me going, they keep me waking up for tomorrow. Today’s surprise was a cake that had a scene of 8 dinosaurs eating thanksgiving dinner at a table. I told them to sign it from their dad and…
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Day 113
Day 113 and we got the errands done. Today we did some running around. We went and picked up the surprise from our favorite bakery for tomorrow. We didn’t do much of anything after going and get the errands done which only took a couple of hours. We stayed at home and I got my…
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Day 112
Day 112 and it’s the last day of school for the week. The oldest keeps asking if I’m happy for this thing or that thing and it’s hard to explain that no, I’m not really happy. I’m just pushing through each day and trying my best for them. If they’re happy that’s what matters to…
That Widow 