Tag: thatwidow
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Day 100
Day 100 and it was party day at pre-k Boys 3 and 4 had a fall party at school today. They had so much fun! I was bummed that I couldn’t volunteer like we usually do. I’ve sent my husband a couple of times and I’be gone a couple of times. It’s always so fun…
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Day 99
Day 99 and he made it! Sigh of relief, he made it through the school day. I gave #2 his first dose of medicine this morning and I was so worried about him. I let his IS and classroom teacher know so they could let me know of any problems. They let me know that…
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Day 98
Day 98 and here comes another diagnosis. Welp number 2 got diagnosed with ADHD and we met with a doctor today to discuss options. My husband also had ADHD and was on medication until he graduated high school. It is very typical to be associated with autism and so I knew that it was a…
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Day 97
Day 97 and I’m done fucking counting because it’s not helping. I know it’s another week without him. I know time is still passing, and I know how much time has passed, I’m just done fucking recording it. Those thoughts are not serving me in a productive manner so I’m letting it go. Again, I…
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Day 96
Day 96 and really with the time changes??? I forgot about the time change until I saw an article yesterday and I was like FML. I hate the fall back BS that comes with this time of year. Much like yesterday I was thinking about when I used to go out. The fall back was…
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Day 95
Day 95 and it’s the freakin’ weekend…so I’ve decided that the weekends kind of suck. I know, I know, it’s a nice break from the grind but the grind is what’s getting me through right now. When I was much younger, I think like most, the weekends were my playground even though I worked every…
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Say 93
Day 93 and holy guac was it something. Today number 4 had to go to ortho for his cast removal but there was also a 2 hour delay FML. I called my FIL and asked if he could sit with a few of the boys so I could take the other to the doctor and…
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Day 92
Day 92 and everyone gets shots! Well everyone but number 5 because he got his last week. The kids all got their flu shots for the season and I got my updated covid vaccine as I got my flu shot last week too. The oldest had to be held down by me which is getting…
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Day 91
Day 91 and it’s been 3 months since he’s been gone. Don’t worry, no one called, text, messaged, stopped by, or anything else to check on us. I guess that’s just it then. They’ve moved on from it and are back in full swing to their lives but they miss him SO much lol what…