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Day 129
Day 129 and that opened a whole can of worms. My sister-in-law was asking about Christmas and if we were coming, short answer no. She then asked if it was because I didn’t want to be around extended family or my mother-in-law because she would be weepy. I said it’s that and so much more.…
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Day 124
Day 124 and it was concert night. Tonight the oldest had his choir concert for Christmas. He did so great! He loves to sing and while he may not enjoy the bright lights and all of the people he does it so he can sing. It makes me happy that HE put himself in an…
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Day 123
Day 123 and I didn’t even want to make them. My mother-in-law has refused to open the Christmas cards I made this year. She needs to prepare herself. What? As if it was easy for me to make them? I wanted ti say fuck it as I cried looking at the pictures. While I had…
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Day 122
Day 122 and I got a leaderboard shoutout!!! So if you ride Peloton have you ever had your name shouted out by one of the instructors? I did today and it was amazing!!! Just riding along on my bike to nowhere and he said my name…I was like ummm did he just say my name?…
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Day 46
Day 46 and 4 out of the 6 kids have colds. I knew it was coming last night when they started with the interrupted sleep patterns and then they didn’t get out of bed u til late. I knew it was coming I just didn’t want it to. I got his thumbprint necklace that I…
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Day 37
Day 37 and I’m wondering when you die and go to heaven if you get to meet the famous people who have died or if it’s still separated? Random I know but things I wonder about lol I got the pictures today from the funeral and was just crying while looking at them. They’re beautiful.…
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Day 34
Day 34 and I’m constantly thinking about running away somewhere just to get away. Running away sounds bad so more like a vacation but one where you just pack up and go. Guess what you can’t do with 6 kids with 4 of them in school? Just pack up and go. I would say I’ve…
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Day 31
Day 31 and todays thought is who am I if I’m not his wife and the mother to our children? Who am I as just me? For over 12 years I’ve always been associated with him. When there was me there was him or vice versa. The kids came along and it even more solidified…
That Widow 