Tag: why
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Day 145
Day 145 and I just don’t get it. I’m a part of a Facebook group for the YouTube videos that I do. This group is made up of others who are working out as well, at least they should be. Here recently it has been an influx of people saying they want to workout but…
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Day 144
Day 144 and it’s a mind game. Do you ever trick yourself into doing something because “it’s not that long”? When I started working out that was something I really focused on because I needed it to keep going. I could do anything for 20-40 seconds at a time with a 10-20 second break after.…
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Day 142
Day 142 and it’s just another wonderful day in the neighborhood. It wouldn’t be another day in my life if something wasn’t happening! Did some returns today and had to pick up a new gate for the stairs because the boys keep taking our current one off the hinges. Get everything done and get home…
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Day 134
Day 134 and taking deep breaths. I don’t understand how others around me can just ignore that he died. I don’t understand how they expect myself and my kids to just move on and continue like it never happened or that it happened awhile ago. Even if it did happen years ago that doesn’t take…
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Day 125
Day 125 and can we just not? Thanks. Can we normalize older people not asking questions about your appearance? It’s not so much the appearance but how they’re asking a rude question but making it seem like they care. For example; “have you been getting enough sleep?…because you have bags under your eyes.” “Ave you…
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Day 104
Day 104 and it’s a shrine Have you ever looked at your surroundings where you live and really thought about how it’s a shrine to your life? As I’m jogging in place I’m looking at all of the pictures, degrees, memorabilia, extended family photos, and I’m just thinking how this is a shrine. We put…
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Day 83
Day 83 and he’s been gone 12 weeks, 84 days, 2016 hours, 120960 minutes, 7257600 seconds. The time he’s been gone never gets easier. I’m still amazed that he has seriously been gone this long. Weren’t we just laughing about his entrance song when he was coming into our bedroom? Weren’t we just holding hands?…
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Day 70
Day 70 and we got football done with a baby on my hip. You know I’m just over here trying to make all of the things work. I had rsvp’d to a wedding over a month ago and asked my mom to sit with 4 of the boys, I would take the other 2, she…
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Day 68
Day 68 and it’s another football packed day. It was the last game of the regular season today so now we wait a couple of weeks to play in the playoffs/championship games. Both teams are actually really good so we’ll have to see how it shakes out. My in laws have changed churches until our…
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