Tag: clothes
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Day 137
Day 137 and these 2 still surprise me. I have 2 body parts that still surprise me, daily. My shoulders and my thighs. I don’t notice my shoulders unless I’m doing my workout. They’re just not what I would focus on typically. But imll be doing my workout and go to touch my shoulders and…
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Day 135
Day 135 and it’s taken years to get to this point. I’ve been noticing that I’m not obsessed with the scale these days. I for years I have weighed myself a lot, more than I would like to admit. It was a wake up and weigh and then maybe later in the day I would…
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Day 117
Day 117 and it’s almost a fear but it’s strange. Since losing weight it has been weird to be in my body. I previously said I have always been tall and, I don’t want to say skinny because it wasn’t typical skinny but just naturally thinner. The point is I didn’t have to work for…
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Day 106
Day 106 and things you notice when you lose weight? So it’s getting cold out. It’s really cold out when I have to wait in a wind tunnel for boys 3 and 4 at preschool pick up. The big difference this year is I’m over 80 pounds lighter than previous years. I’ve always been tall…
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Day 43
Day 43 and I’m back to clearing out my stuff. Seriously 20 pairs of jeans this round of all different sizes that I’m posting to get rid of. So much stuff. It doesn’t fit so instead of keeping it I’m getting rid of it. I donated 5 huge bags of clothes last week and I’m…
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Day 42
Day 42 and I just want to lay in our closet and not get up. I finally put away his clothes that had been sitting in the chair by our closet. I had folded them and brought them up to our room but I refused to put them away for him. I intentionally did it…
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Day 26
Day 26 and as I folded laundry I realized a lot of others things died, not just my husband. His clothes will never be washed and folded by me again, unless one of the boys decided to wear something. I’ll never have another biological baby, it’s always been on my heart to foster/adopt but who…
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Day 21
Day 21, 3 weeks, 504 hours without him. Today I made it through the first procedure for boy #3 all by myself. Not a huge procedure, an ABR, but still the first without him. The bank that holds our mortgage officially contacted me about taking the loan over in my name. The deed has us…
That Widow 