Tag: grief
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Day 89
Day 89 and it wasn’t another ring day but he scored some points! The oldest had his playoffs/ championship games today and they won the first game but couldn’t bring it home on the second. He did score a touchdown and it was the only points his team scored in the second game. He was…
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Day 83
Day 83 and he’s been gone 12 weeks, 84 days, 2016 hours, 120960 minutes, 7257600 seconds. The time he’s been gone never gets easier. I’m still amazed that he has seriously been gone this long. Weren’t we just laughing about his entrance song when he was coming into our bedroom? Weren’t we just holding hands?…
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Day 80
Day 80 and I’m trying to set boundaries. His family asked if I wanted to go on a Christmas train ride with my boys. To most this sounds cute and like a good time, to me that sounds like hell trapped in a train car with 6 boys by myself. Yes, they would be there,…
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Day 72
Day 72 and belt sobbing Britney Spears “Baby one more time” in the school pick up line. We get the new van today so I was clearing the garage so I can park in it again, this will be so nice and helpful with winter coming, and cleaning out the current van. I was talking…
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Day 69
Day 69 and it’s been 10 weeks, 70 days, 1680 hours since he’s been gone. I’ve been thinking about our marriage a lot lately. Our whole relationship really. There were obvious bad parts, obvious struggles. Some I’ve explained here and how they changed who I am as a person. Will I ever be quick to…
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Day 67
Day 67 and I went to another cemetery. I got up and got my ride in on the Peloton and then got the boys breakfast. I had some errands I wanted to run and I had to go see my dad. I try to make it to my dad’s cemetery at least 5 to 6…
That Widow 