Tag: miss him
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Day 104
Day 104 and it’s a shrine Have you ever looked at your surroundings where you live and really thought about how it’s a shrine to your life? As I’m jogging in place I’m looking at all of the pictures, degrees, memorabilia, extended family photos, and I’m just thinking how this is a shrine. We put…
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Day 103
Day 103 and it’s parade day. I had an organization contact me about my husband and they wanted to do a parade in his honor and present myself, and our children, with a check to help with minor expenses. This has been in the works for 2 months now and the day finally came. I…
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Day 100
Day 100 and it was party day at pre-k Boys 3 and 4 had a fall party at school today. They had so much fun! I was bummed that I couldn’t volunteer like we usually do. I’ve sent my husband a couple of times and I’be gone a couple of times. It’s always so fun…
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Day 99
Day 99 and he made it! Sigh of relief, he made it through the school day. I gave #2 his first dose of medicine this morning and I was so worried about him. I let his IS and classroom teacher know so they could let me know of any problems. They let me know that…
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Day 97
Day 97 and I’m done fucking counting because it’s not helping. I know it’s another week without him. I know time is still passing, and I know how much time has passed, I’m just done fucking recording it. Those thoughts are not serving me in a productive manner so I’m letting it go. Again, I…
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Day 95
Day 95 and it’s the freakin’ weekend…so I’ve decided that the weekends kind of suck. I know, I know, it’s a nice break from the grind but the grind is what’s getting me through right now. When I was much younger, I think like most, the weekends were my playground even though I worked every…
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Day 91
Day 91 and it’s been 3 months since he’s been gone. Don’t worry, no one called, text, messaged, stopped by, or anything else to check on us. I guess that’s just it then. They’ve moved on from it and are back in full swing to their lives but they miss him SO much lol what…
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Day 90
Day 90 and it’s been 13 weeks, 91 days, 2184 hours…it all just keeps adding up. I keep thinking of the time that’s passing and that’s exactly what it’s doing…passing. I’m still here with my 6 boys doing all of the things and he’s still gone, living in the ground as number 2 says. I…
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Day 89
Day 89 and it wasn’t another ring day but he scored some points! The oldest had his playoffs/ championship games today and they won the first game but couldn’t bring it home on the second. He did score a touchdown and it was the only points his team scored in the second game. He was…
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Day 83
Day 83 and he’s been gone 12 weeks, 84 days, 2016 hours, 120960 minutes, 7257600 seconds. The time he’s been gone never gets easier. I’m still amazed that he has seriously been gone this long. Weren’t we just laughing about his entrance song when he was coming into our bedroom? Weren’t we just holding hands?…
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