Tag: no celebrating

• Day 57

  Day 57 and the baby baby is 6 months. This is the second month that his dad hasn’t been here to celebrate another month with him. It is so crazy to me to think that their dad will NEVER be with them again, in this life, physically. I choose not to have my biological father…

  That Widow

  October 10, 2022

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  1 widow, 6 boys, existing, grief, hurts, it doesn’t get easier, kids, miss him, no celebrating, permanent, realizations, surviving, thatwidow, time, you just learn to live with it

• Day 38

  Day 38 and I hate celebrating anything without him here. Even a family members birthday I don’t want to record and send the usual video that I would because it would normally start out with him and I saying happy birthday and then cut to each child saying it and then I would send it.…

  That Widow

  September 21, 2022

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  1 widow, 6 boys, birthday, crying, fuck off, grief, hurts, it all died, kids, lots of feelings, no celebrating, not supposed to be this way, so much death, thatwidow, time