Tag: realizations
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Day 149
Day 149 and it’s the picture before and after. I was looking for a screenshot on my phone if the workout challenge I’m in for the month so I’m scrolling through and after I found what I needed and moved on, it hit me. There are so many pictures of me with my boys. Never…
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Day 145
Day 145 and I just don’t get it. I’m a part of a Facebook group for the YouTube videos that I do. This group is made up of others who are working out as well, at least they should be. Here recently it has been an influx of people saying they want to workout but…
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Day 137
Day 137 and these 2 still surprise me. I have 2 body parts that still surprise me, daily. My shoulders and my thighs. I don’t notice my shoulders unless I’m doing my workout. They’re just not what I would focus on typically. But imll be doing my workout and go to touch my shoulders and…
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Day 121
Day 121 and I guess I just never really paid attention. I went to target today and I headed back to their Christmas workshop area. Every year we would all go and look at all of the fun Christmas candy/junk food. We would inevitably buy a crap ton of it and then get more of…
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Day 104
Day 104 and it’s a shrine Have you ever looked at your surroundings where you live and really thought about how it’s a shrine to your life? As I’m jogging in place I’m looking at all of the pictures, degrees, memorabilia, extended family photos, and I’m just thinking how this is a shrine. We put…
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Day 100
Day 100 and it was party day at pre-k Boys 3 and 4 had a fall party at school today. They had so much fun! I was bummed that I couldn’t volunteer like we usually do. I’ve sent my husband a couple of times and I’be gone a couple of times. It’s always so fun…
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Day 83
Day 83 and he’s been gone 12 weeks, 84 days, 2016 hours, 120960 minutes, 7257600 seconds. The time he’s been gone never gets easier. I’m still amazed that he has seriously been gone this long. Weren’t we just laughing about his entrance song when he was coming into our bedroom? Weren’t we just holding hands?…
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Day 69
Day 69 and it’s been 10 weeks, 70 days, 1680 hours since he’s been gone. I’ve been thinking about our marriage a lot lately. Our whole relationship really. There were obvious bad parts, obvious struggles. Some I’ve explained here and how they changed who I am as a person. Will I ever be quick to…
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Day 61
Day 61 and we took the day off for the kids to be sick, watch football, and eat pizza. All of the kids are sick still and not seeming to get better yet. I know viruses take forever but the kids are just worn out from them. I decided against them playing football today and…
That Widow 