Tag: weight loss
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Day 117
Day 117 and it’s almost a fear but it’s strange. Since losing weight it has been weird to be in my body. I previously said I have always been tall and, I don’t want to say skinny because it wasn’t typical skinny but just naturally thinner. The point is I didn’t have to work for…
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Day 116
Day 116 and I love that feeling. I love when I wake up and there is that tightness and twinge of pain from working out. I know that sounds crazy but it tells me I still have work I can do! It’s like a personal reminder that I can still find a new way to…
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Day 106
Day 106 and things you notice when you lose weight? So it’s getting cold out. It’s really cold out when I have to wait in a wind tunnel for boys 3 and 4 at preschool pick up. The big difference this year is I’m over 80 pounds lighter than previous years. I’ve always been tall…
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Day 84
Day 84 and my bike ride was more emotional than I signed up for lol Where my bike is I am in the same room that he took his last earth-side breath in. The wind-chime that was made for us with his face on it is right outside the window and constantly makes noise. I’m…
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Day 82
Day 82 and urgent care here we come. Welp, number 2 is still down with a fever and cough so I called for my in-laws to sit with some of the boys while I take him to be seen. Urgent care took one look inside his mouth and said, that’s strep! So we got antibiotics,…
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Day 60
Day 60 and he’s been gone for 2 months of forever. I noticed today that no one gives a shit that he’s been gone for 2 months. Why would anyone care? He was MY person. I chose him every day. They were given him as a son and brother but I chose him. I think…
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Day 53
Day 53 and I’m aiming for consistency not perfection. I normally workout every day. I at least ride my bike everyday just to get the blood moving and to have a little time to myself. Nothing drastic but maybe 15-30 minutes depending on the class I take. Then I found these great videos on YouTube…
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Day 43
Day 43 and I’m back to clearing out my stuff. Seriously 20 pairs of jeans this round of all different sizes that I’m posting to get rid of. So much stuff. It doesn’t fit so instead of keeping it I’m getting rid of it. I donated 5 huge bags of clothes last week and I’m…
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Day 26
Day 26 and as I folded laundry I realized a lot of others things died, not just my husband. His clothes will never be washed and folded by me again, unless one of the boys decided to wear something. I’ll never have another biological baby, it’s always been on my heart to foster/adopt but who…
That Widow 